Posts Tagged ‘family’
Years ago, when we began the journey of adoption, it was surprising to read in “The Connected Child” that we would want our daughter to cry. Reading the explanation, however, seemed to make perfect sense. For a child who has never known the safe environment of a loving home and parents who cared for her needs, she has to learn the instinct to cry out. Previously, crying gained her nothing, or quite possibly the opposite of affection, and so she may have “unlearned” the behavior. As our child became connected to us, it would become evident through moments like crying out – knowing she could trust a proper and loving response.
Fast forward several years. We’ve finally brought home a daughter who is about 5 years old, and not only has she “unlearned” many habits of children who grow up in healthy environments – she’s also acquired many habits of children who grow up in unhealthy environments. She is loved, for the first time as never before, and brought in to being part of a family. At first, she didn’t understand much of anything. What did “Father” mean? What did “Mother” mean? There are certain things, and certain words, that if you were to examine them in the routine of many normal homes it would be confusing. But in our context, where we’re attempting to purposefully build the connections most children would naturally develop from birth, they make sense.
Now take a step back. Think about the Old Testament and the actions or words spoken between God and His people. A common question among people who don’t want to believe in God, or even those who do but are honest with their doubts – “Why would God command ______? Why would God do ________?”
I can’t pretend to understand the mind or heart of God completely, but I do understand the heart of a Father who wants to connect with the heart of their child. A child who has never known a Father like this before. A child who has become so separated from the concept of “family” or “parent”, that it is a completely foreign concept.
So we see God calling out His people from among all others. We see God rescue His people, only to force them into depending on Him through the wilderness for 40 years. We hear words from God about the wrath He’s capable of, even though ultimately He reveals His heart to be powerfully Loving and full of Grace for humanity. (lol, I realize that sounds bad here. No worries, we’re not threatening wrath or taking our daughters on 40 year wilderness journeys.)
It’s not the kind of relationship we’d have if we were born aware of Him. But it’s an adoption that impacts us to the very core of our being, for eternity. Romans 8:15 reminds us, “The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.”
One of the most natural ways to build that connection and bond? Simply to hold our daughter, and to allow her to feel our love. To remind her that we are here, and she is here, and she is ours no matter what happens. To help her feel safe, and loved, and comforted. To provide for her needs, and help her to see how depending on us to meet those needs is a trustworthy habit to develop.
In this moment – maybe it’s a good reminder for you and I – if this is what I am aware of, can’t we trust that God knows even better how to move His children into a fully connected relationship with Him? We can trust in these moments, if we allow ourselves to be held by Him, to listen to His words, and to depend on Him to provide – these are habits worth developing in our own lives.
Even as I continue to pray my daughter would know my love deep in her heart, and not just in behavior – I also pray that my heart would deeply come to know the Love of my Father, not just in my behavior. I pray that God would use this understanding of His Love – to invite even more children into fuller connection with Him…
Last week I sat down to watch “Galaxy Buck: Mission to Sector 9″ with my kids, and I was kinda blown away. Here, condensed into a 40 minute children’s puppet movie (with quite a bit of humor), was a potent message. Not just a good message. I mean – take all the current spiritual living, devotional, God/Christ-centered literature that has come out in recent years – this movie will summarize a large percentage of it.
Buck works in a call center for a large ministry, and is discontent because the poster on his wall constantly reminds him “God wants you to do BIG things!” He feels like he’s not accomplishing what God wants, and gets excited when there seems to be a chance. Things go awry, and he finds himself bummed again. Then, in the subterranean levels of an alien planet, he meets someone who rips his goal apart. Literally. He takes Bucks’ poster, and rips it so that the words left read, “God wants you.” I asked my 10-year-old daughter the next day what the message of the movie was about, and she answered clearly the same thing: “God doesn’t want you to do big things, as much as God wants YOU. You’re not a shark, you’re a jellyfish caught in the flow of God’s Love.”
The obvious push-back to that is: “That sounds like an excuse for laziness, and not trying anything.” Certainly it could be manipulated into that. But when we allow ourselves to exist fully in the flow of God’s Love – we have to trust that WILL call us to be actively offering ourselves fully toward the mission of lives, community and creation transformed. But our activity doesn’t begin with us setting a goal of “accomplishing great things for Jesus”. It begins with us relinquishing control of everything in our being, into the great Love of God. That may mean we accomplish great things by the measures of this world, or that mean we lose everything and all noteriety for His sake.
The first step? Allowing the truth of that ripped poster to sink in. “God wants YOU.” Not because of your gifts or talents. Not because of your heritage. Not because you’re specifically poised to accomplish what no one else could ever do. Not because of your purity. But because He Loves you. Fully and completely, and without reserve. Just as much when you were making horrible decisions as He does today. Most of us have been loved wrong by a human in our lives, and it messes up the kind of love we even see as possible. So let the love of God sink in a bit, and then release yourself to it. There is no greater place to exist, or calling to walk forward with…
For more on covenanting with God to do/be whatever He wants, check out this modern version of the “John Wesley Covenant Service” I’ve written for use in a church setting.
For a few words on God simply desiring/loving you as His child, here’s a Spoken Word I recently recorded.
In February, 2016, the DRC released the first of what was to be several small lists of families being given permission to bring their children home. We were so thankful to be on that first list, although it seemed our case was still not moving forward well. So, we decided to travel to Kinshasa, and do everything we could in person. We ended up staying a bit longer than anticipated, and missed Easter at home, but in the end – it was so worth it. Two and a half weeks after arriving, we came home to unite our family – finally and wholly together.
Thank you, Jesus.
Our prayers continue for the many, many families still waiting to bring their children home from the DRC. Some progress has been made, but it continues that children who already have families and homes are not being allowed to travel to join them. We pray that VERY SOON, all of these children will be forever united with their families.
We also pray for the DRC, and for all that God is up to in their midst. Political transitions, empowering the people, and inspiring new creation paths for the future Congolese – God is doing a new thing…
Moses: Hello rock.
Rock: Hello Moses.
Moses: How are you today?
Rock: Oh, ya’ know, it pretty much rocks being me.
Moses: lol, always so witty. Hey, do you think you could give us some water? God said it was cool.
Rock: Well sure (transforms into giant office water tank). Go ahead.
Moses: Wow, that’s a pretty nifty trick.
People: WHOO HOOO. Hooray for the Lord, God of Moses! All of creation responds to His desires!
You may not recognize the above story from your time in scriptures. That’s because it never got a chance to happen. In Numbers 20:8, God directs Moses to relieve the thirst of the people and their animals by speaking to a rock “that it may yield its water.” Who knows what they may have looked like? Okay, probably not the situation above, I just had a bit of fun with it.
Instead, Moses was filled with anger and frustration at a whiny group of untrusting people. Even after all they had been through, they were blaming God for their thirst, and asking if Moses had led them to this place to die.
I imagine a large group of kids in the back of a mini-van. This trip has been much longer than they thought. They’ve asked “Are we there yet?” about a hundred times, and now have escalated to the drama of “I’m going to die, I’m so thirsty!!” Mom and dad are in the front, thirsty too, but driving through traffic jams in the middle of midwestern cornfields doesn’t offer many chances to stop. Finally dad slams on the breaks and pulls over. He’s had enough. He turns around to look at his children and the main goal in that moment is to stop the whining. He gets out of the car, and hits a rock. The rock starts gushing water, and the need is met.
Now for a “bigger lens”…
As parents, we want to meet the needs of our children. Just like Moses, we feel the burden of providing for our family. There are ways to do it, that honor God and help turn the hearts of our children toward responding to their ultimate provider in worship. There are other ways to do it, that simply (or luxuriously) put food on the table, but end in a result of our children being amazed at our abilities and filling their thirsts.
It’s difficult…sooo very difficult to spend time talking to rocks. But in the end we recognize our children have a thirst that goes deeper than any material item in this world can quench. More important than causing the water to flow, and meeting their every immediate need – is providing them a path on which they see and experience the love and provision of God, and are shaped to depend on Him.
The question then becomes – Where is the rock God is calling you, as a parent, to talk to?
I know, you’re probably sick of hearing about it by now. But here’s the official music video to go with our song, complete with links to purchase the song or donate to our adoption if you’d like!!